Thursday, 6 December 2012

Work, increased sensitivity, December 21st and beyond

The last three months have certainly been the most challenging I've had in terms of work, although definitely not life itself. I am not used to working under high pressure, really, and there have been times when I have been pretty low, although thankfully I manage to pick myself up, eventually. I don't know whether this has all happened to teach me something, MAYBE to help me manage conflict and stress better, although I'm certainly still a novice on that count.

The environment I am working isn't suited to me, really, even though the job itself is alright. I'm not really sure where to go, I don't really want to be looking for other office jobs because, as my boss rightly says, the grass isn't necessarily greener on the other side, but I think maybe I could do with something a bit less stressful. Whether I will find that is another matter. Ultimately, I would like some kind of change in vocation, maybe this will mean moving location but things will develop as they are meant to I'm sure.

In terms of handling stress and conflict, I seem to be even more sensitive these days. It could be that in my 'previous life' I didn't feel my emotions so much, but I am certainly aware of them now. I mentioned this on one of the Facebook groups I'm involved with and a friend said they were also more sensitive these days. So maybe this is meant to be happening in preparation for the changes that are supposedly going to occur on the earth with the planetary alignment on December 21st.

A lot has been mentioned about December 21st and I don't really need to go into too much detail about it. But there is supposed to be some sort of shift in the earth's energy or something like that. Me, I'll actually be driving 280 miles after work to see my family for Christmas, on the evening of the 21st. Maybe I will feel some kind of shift whilst I am on the motorway - maybe I won't. Either way, it is potentially exciting to think about the possibilities that these new energies may bring.

2012 has been a challenging year to say the least, I'm not sure what 2013 will bring but we do live in a world of possibilities - maybe it will be the start of some dreams coming true.


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